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17:42 Apr 14 2012
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As I sit here and look at some things around here, I am thankful for those that are my friends. My friends no matter what.

I am thankful for them because they are there for me, no matter what. All is takes is just a 'hey I need you' and they will sit and listen.

I am thankful that they do not take our friendship for granted.

I am thankful that I never have to worry about them listening to the words of others and thinking for themselves in any situation.

I am thankful they do not feed me false tales in order to tug at my heartstrings and put me into a place I should not be.

I am thankful that I do not have to worry about them turning tail and running away because they can stand up for what they believe in, even if what they believe in is me.

I am thankful for the laughs, smiles and moments that we've shared together.

I am thankful that our friendship is a give and receive and not just one sided.

I am thankful I never have to worry about the back and forth friendship game with them. I never have to worry about the mean words in kismets, journals or from their lips.

I am thankful that no matter what they understand when I just need to be me and not jump to conclusions or think poorly of me.

I am very thankful that they give me love, support and time.

I am thankful that a friend brought someone special into my life. Someone that I am proud to call him mine. Someone that enriches my life, my heart, my mind and my soul. Someone that gives me unconditional love, support, smiles, laughs and moments that have made me a better person by bringing down my walls. Someone that I will not let go because my life with them is magical beyond words. He's taught me so much. I am worth the happiness I crave. That I deserve to be happy and have the love that is seen in fairy tales. I deserve the best.

I am so thankful today for all of these things.

I am also thankful that I've learned the lessons I have on friendship. Not everyone is meant to be your friend. Not everyone will put into the friendship what you do. Not everyone is meant to be a life long friend. In those moments you feel like it was time wasted, it wasn't. It was a lesson. Learning and growing is important and it makes you treasure those even more than what you do.

There are so many things I want to say, but I am scattered today. It will be okay. I know it will.

Just scattered with so many things, but at least I hope what I said made sense. At least it does to me.

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Morrigon
18:46 Apr 14 2012

YAY!

LadyKrystalynDarkstar
19:26 Apr 14 2012

♥

Vampirewitch39
19:31 Apr 14 2012

:) I count you as one of the few friends on this site.

MooniePie
21:46 Apr 14 2012

I've always felt the same about you, Rattie :)

Nekirena
16:13 Apr 15 2012

♥

Some come and go while others dig roots so far into your soul and heart, no matter the time or distance, they're there for the long haul. :)

You. Are. Stuck... With the Ducky. ;)

meeper
23:31 Apr 16 2012

As long as we focus on the good people, the good times, and the good experience yet to come... it really does put the few bad apples in their place way over in the corner with the dust bunnies.

Thanks for being one of the people on this site I like. Even though I know you hate me... this love hate relationship works wonderful if you ask me.

sahahria
02:00 Apr 17 2012

22:51 Apr 10 2012
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I am glad it turned out the way it did. It feels good to be able to look back and know that it was just a path I was supposed to venture on in life. I learned some lessons and walked away with nothing lost and nothing gained. Basically it was all just a learning experience; an experience I really needed at that point in my life.

It never ceases to amaze me at the different things you realize once a lesson is over. There are things that become so clear you wondered how you didn't realize it when things were happening. It can be like a light came on and revealed what was hidden in the shadows.

Perhaps its because we try to see the best in different things and fail to notice the negative things that are looming. We close our eyes to them and hope they are nothing more than an illusion.

Whichever the case maybe I just know I came out of it knowing more than I knew when I first went into it. I let it go with good thoughts and good moments.

Now it's time to focus on a wonderful and amazing chance I have. I am taking it, holding it tight and not letting go. I'm going to put every ounce of my being into it because I know it's the right thing to do. I'm excited. I haven't been this excited in a very long time.

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Nekirena
00:50 Apr 11 2012

YAY! :D

This is great, wonderful news! :D

Tasteforblood
20:36 Apr 18 2012

NEVER CHEAT YOURSELF OUTTA WHAT BELONGS TO YOU.. NEVER BE SCARED TO SEE WHATS OUT THERE AND NEVER GIVE 2 SHITS WHAT SOMEONE ELSE IS GONNA SAY ABOUT IT.. Baby you're not too far different than me you and I like to slam our heads into the wall sometimes to what we get .. At least we give effort haha

MooniePie
22:42 Apr 18 2012

That's right, baby, we sure do. We sure do. We are a lot alike in many ways.

You are my wonderful and amazing chance and I'm not letting you go for anything. I deserve everything that you give me. I deserve you. ♥

04:39 Apr 04 2012
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Have you ever seen one of those kismets that make you want to eat razor blades and kick puppies.

Well, I have. And it's even making me want to punch a kitten. Yeah, that bad.

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